26 May 2011

If I could...


If I could make a wish...
Boy, would I wish so many things.

If I could...
I would have sang to you at your bedside...
I would have read you Psalms...
I would have written for you to read.

If I could...
I would have turned back time...
I would have spoken to you more...
I would have cared more.

If I could...
I would have sung at your funeral...
I would have ignored my parents and went back...
I wouldn't have missed your funeral.

If I could...
I would have told you I loved you too.

I can't...can I?
Not now...
Not anytime soon...
Perhaps not ever.

If I could...

2 comments:

CsY said...

if i could...
i would tell you we are here for you
i would let you cry on my shoulders
i would stay by you when you want me to stay

but i can't, can i?
when you are always trying to be too strong to say anything.

Nadia said...

If I could...
I would tell you she knows how much you wish for you could have done.
I would tell you she knows how much you care of her.
I would tell you she knows how much you love her warm heart.
I would tell you she knows how much you miss her arms.
We all know.
And so does she.